
light
will someday split you open
even if your life is now a cage
for a divine seed, the crown of destiny,
is hidden and sown on an ancient, fertile plain
you hold the title to.
love will surely bust you wide open
into an unfettered, blooming new galaxy
even if your mind is now
a spoiled mule.
a life-giving radiance will come....
{from the poem in a tree house by hafiz, from the book the subject tonight is love translated by daniel ladinsky}
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i consider birthdays a very special time. for me, they're more like the new year than january 1st, with reflection and celebration abounding. and i have continued the habit my parents set for me from a very young age: to remember all the things you're happy about and declare all the things you wish for on your own special day of brith. {yes, i lucked-out and got some very good parents}
so, they say 33 is your jesus year. that's kind of a lot to live up to. but what with the fact that i will be called upon to perform several minor miracles this year i suppose it's a really good time to try to emulate the strengths & vitures of him, that christian symbol of compassion, connection to a higher power, and renewal.
the past year has been filled with some really amazing experiences that i am eternally grateful for ~ making new friends, making deeper commitments to shambhala, making new accomplishments in my career, making new places on this planet more familiar, making a baby, and making a new home to name just a few. and my wish for this coming year is to be blessed with the lessons i need to further deepen my practice and deepen my connection to that which is really most important: compassion, love and peace.
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p.s. i share this special day with 2 of my fave boy bloggers: happy birthday to alex and bradford!
p.s.s. thank you with all my heart to jenni , teri & tangobaby for your incredible blog posts for me today. i swear i am the luckiest lady on the planet!
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